

Your touchA touch so causaly given, to you nothing. A brush of a hand, a shoulder.Your touch
Nothing.
To me a fix of a drug I so deperately crave. Your warmth brushing burning against my now hyper-aware skin.
I'm drawn like a moth to a flame, and like that moth destained to get burned fulfilling that desire.
A glorious death born of passion, an overload so great it snuffs the life it was ment to support.
I need you, crave you, fear the destruction of all that I am that you so surly promise. But. Oh what a death. I guess if I am to die, if that is to be my fate, I will go willingly.
I wi


The SmileCome on, keep that smile up. You know the one that answeres all of the 'are you o.k.'s and the 'how are you feeling's you so desperately hope to dodge. The concerned touches and pittyfulled eyes that make you feel so worthless, anouther cut against your ragged, tattered soul. Bring up your shield blocking all of your dispairand self-ampathy. Your cloak of smiles and laughs. The lies you so desperately hate and so desperately need.The Smile


SoundSound crashing, a roaring wave of countless voices.Sound
Blending in a buzzing, meaningless hum.
A chorus of jubalation, angst, and rage. Swirling, rising to the heavens before rebounding back down.
A cloud of pointed barbs and cooing laments of love.
And I silent and motionless, observing, in the wave; all the emotions it carried. Savoring them like a fine wine.
I continue to break under the weight of my own life, the weight of the world pounding against my own hollow shell.
Vampiric in my quest to have others fill my own lack. And like the childeren of the night, h


lifeWhat is life really?life
lies?
Hiding? The failures that make us 'Human'? How to define something so twisted. Crulity Greed The elements of which it's made Love Happiness Peace But brief happenings in the race to 'live'. Too lead Too be lead That is all that is remembered Or Is it those brief happenings that life is really composed of? Not the love of self, But the love of others. The need to save others, Not our selves. This is what life is.
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I'm an American, so please pardon my engrish
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Once I soared on the highest winds
Once I ran wild and free
Once I swam amongst the rainbow coral
Once I was free.
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chaos, disorder, and disaster are fun
fire spews everyone; scream everyone!
-Estoy practicando español y esperanza de hablarla bien algún día.
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Once I soared on the highest winds
Once I ran wild and free
Once I swam amongst the rainbow coral
Once I was free.
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chaos, disorder, and disaster are fun
fire spews everyone; scream everyone!
-Estoy practicando español y esperanza de hablarla bien algún día.
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Once I soared on the highest winds
Once I ran wild and free
Once I swam amongst the rainbow coral
Once I was free.
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--
chaos, disorder, and disaster are fun
fire spews everyone; scream everyone!
-Estoy practicando español y esperanza de hablarla bien algún día.
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Once I soared on the highest winds
Once I ran wild and free
Once I swam amongst the rainbow coral
Once I was free.
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